La Cité en Fête!

最近一直在思考生命的意義是什麼
自我存在的意義是什麼
到底是在虛度光陰? 還是真能有一番貢獻?

昨天從火車站折返回家之後 幫室友拿包裹上樓
出門倒個垃圾 剛好Na.回家就上鎖了 把我鎖在門外XD!
她很開心收到了humidifier 我們兩個開始研究這台小機器

睡不好!~~~~~~ 好想吶喊呀 怎麼會睡不好呢!!!??
每天睡覺都覺得很不安心 就覺得有一堆事情還要做
一直在想怎麼趕快完成

樓上還是隔壁真的很激動 幾乎每天晚上都有聲音 而且持續很久 一陣一陣的
晚上去聽sermon 回家遇到P.P.
好久不見 挺高興的

Heard an interesting exam tip today:
don't be caught in your sympathies. we are talking about "law" here.
Yesterday, I had conversations with two lawyers for over 30 minutes. quite rare for me, haha.

無意中逛到了一位同學的blog
是一位文藝青年 到現在還在寫詩吧
跟她從來沒有真正熟起來過 因為我不知道怎麼跟她相處

昨天傍晚洗衣服 想不到烘衣機烘這麼久 快兩小時...
實在得出門了 只好直接把門打開收了衣服就衝去Chinatown
遲到了 Anne超怒的

昨天把the L Word第四季看完了
一季才12集 好少呀~~~
之後接著看了第五季的第八集

窗外飄著細雪
看著一棟棟的大樓
我想起了南京東路

Got up early today, tried watching the live Taipei 101 fireworks online, but couldn't find one channel providing this service. Saw the replay in the afternoon, ok. Recalled a debate when I was a freshman, talking about the meaning of countdown and the concept of existence and time. Silly and innocent college students. Not so different from now. In the blink of time, I was at the New York Time Square for the countdown on Dec. 31, 2007, 100th anniversary of the event. The year of 2008 arrived, with moments of joys and sorrows. A trip to Florida led to many other wonders. Visited some cities on the East Coast, saw the cherry blossoms, met ppl in numerous receptions and bars, wrote papers over 200 pages in total, became addicted to the MSN and this city. Why this city? Why me? I questioned myself. Maybe the answer will reveal itself when the time is ripe. Doing volunteer jobs made me rethink about the ideas of religion, family, self identity, friendship, and love. The simplicity of life lies in the belief in life itself.

Rainbow came with the Jet d'Eau in an evening in Geneva when I tried capturing the best angle of the lake Léman. It was a good surprise. All those weekend escapes triggered my desire to explore more. Travelling alone with toothache was worth it when I saw Gaudi's architecture. Stories heard from my dear friends and the people I met along the way gave me strength to keep walking, walking toward your heart. When all became a fantasy, I knew I had no regrets. For the first time in so many years, I knew I could still feel the excitement of life.

雖然說媽媽很喜歡罵我
但是媽媽還是對我不錯的
上次回家 就是因為他一直罵我 所以我才飛奔似地跑回紐約

Call X.-> early!
Fl.-> sensitive!
Pa.-> must!

Christmas Eve 12/24
這天Rita回家
聚餐回到家之後打給她

Anne傍晚打給我
原來是她的班機因為大雪被取消了
而且還不能refund!!

今天Fri. Dec. 19紐約下大雪
不出幾小時 一片雪白
第一次看到這麼大的雪下這麼久